Right now I am completely freaking stressed out. This friday is my thesis exam and my mind is a complete thesis mind FUCK. Do you understand? I didnt freaking know when my exam would be, of course it lands the week after my BA surgery. That is the kind of luck that follows me. But I am not going to stress about it. I am going to do what I normally do when I am in stress mode,, I go balls out with my studying. I am going to read everything inside and out. I am going to know Kenneth Burke like he is my love, I am going understand Aristotle as if he was sitting right next to me, Plato is going to love me so much he is going to make me dinner and we are all goign to share some wine and talk about rhetoric. Its going to be great. Once that hurdle is over I am going to drink a GIGANTIC bottle of champagne.
Ive also had an epiphany, no one knows this yet, only you, my dear old bloggie friend. I want to move to New York, actually I have always wanted to move there, anyone who knows me knows that. I just feel that is the town I was meant to live in. I want to live there, work there and get a job at Google there. Watch I am writing this down as proof that it will happen. It will happen, I want it to happen. This is my fucking vision board, as the book the secret says. Melissa in New York, thats what I need, thats my calling in life. Someone please listen to this call, as I am dialing right now. hahhaaa. 
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