Today is day 4- Things are going better. Ive been feeling better, I actually got up and went to Trader Joe's with my mom. Although I felt like a complete zombie, the whole time I was there. Going up and down the aisles without being able to really move my arms. That is such a weird feeling that we take for granted. Today has been a day of reflection, sitting at home, with nothing else on my mind (well I have a lot on my mind) but the thought of what I did. I feel okay and I think it was a good decision. The nauseau is going away (why the hell is nauseau the hardest word for me to sp
ell). I am watching the hills the show that I absolutely DETEST. I just think it is the stupidest thing, here is a show about people in their 20's who live in hollywood, who have money, who have all the opportunities that they want at their fingertips. Its just not reality and its just realistic for people to think that the world works like that because it doesnt. I woudl love to go to Paris, I would love to be a writer for Vogue, and I actually have the talent and ability to do so, but I have no connections to just straddle up to their offices and get that type of job. Look at that Heidi girl, she is a complete ditz and she got the job, why because the company that hired her would get publicity becuase of the show. Anyways, who cares about them, lets get back to watching real shows like the Bachelor-London Calling. At least that show, I have accepted they are on tv, they are ditzes, it is pure entertainment. haha.
ell). I am watching the hills the show that I absolutely DETEST. I just think it is the stupidest thing, here is a show about people in their 20's who live in hollywood, who have money, who have all the opportunities that they want at their fingertips. Its just not reality and its just realistic for people to think that the world works like that because it doesnt. I woudl love to go to Paris, I would love to be a writer for Vogue, and I actually have the talent and ability to do so, but I have no connections to just straddle up to their offices and get that type of job. Look at that Heidi girl, she is a complete ditz and she got the job, why because the company that hired her would get publicity becuase of the show. Anyways, who cares about them, lets get back to watching real shows like the Bachelor-London Calling. At least that show, I have accepted they are on tv, they are ditzes, it is pure entertainment. haha. 
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