I am sick of the fact that I get home and I do nothing. I do absolutely fucking nothing. my life has evolved into I dont even know anymore. Why am I so upset with all of this?
I feel like I am all alone, no one to talk to, no one to laugh with, no one. just me and my preoccupations with food. I guess that is why I focus so much on that, cuz I have nothing else to focus on. wow i really suck.